💔My Last Attempt, before complete No More Contact.

 𝕸𝖞 𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖙 𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖙 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖆 𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖕 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖒𝖞 𝖔𝖓𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖑𝖊𝖋𝖙, 𝕴𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊'𝖘 𝖓𝖔 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖙, 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊'𝖘 𝖓𝖔 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝕮𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖈𝖙.💔

So how long do I have to wait for you to have time just to show you care about me?

Inbox

to Sis

Is it a week? a week and a half?

If you meant everything you said to me about wanting to help me in some way, because I helped you so much, how about you show you care by email at least, least, every second or third day, just by dropping a note to let me know?

No I don't think Life revolves around me, not anyone else's but mine at least. 

Ari

PS: This is not conducive to rebuilding our love and trust, not with me,, at least.

I'll give you some grace, and wait for you a bit more. Hope you're okay.. What am I talking about, you're okay, it's me no one's worried about.

to me

Funny l just wrote you and now l see you emailed me.   I wish it was easier to just email on the weeks l have my boys.  It is a non stop marathon of things l must take care of.  Unfortunately it’s not really easy for me to email.  I prefer phone call.  So if you feel like picking up the phone call me anytime.  Sometimes I can’t talk but l will always try if you call.   It’s hard to explain what a day in my life is like when l have my boys.  It is nonstop … and exhausting.   I’m happy to share all the details if you’re interested.  Having disabled kids requires a team of people.  Unfortunately l don’t have a team l just have me.  Plus dog cat fishes garden cooking cleaner grocery shopping homework programs etc 

Believe me no one worries about me either.  I am on my own here.  

to Sis

you have a phone on you,, you use it daily, i do not understand?

to Sis

you think i have time for picking up the phone, at least you just go into your pocket to get the phone. 

to Sis

you think i have time to try and not get you most times, but try and you may call back, while i have time to wait?

💔

to Sis

you think i have time to waIT while your with dog cat fishes garden cooking cleaner grocery shopping homework programs? And then say,"Believe me no one worries about" you either, while you have your only brother that worries about you reaching out while you have no time to be reciprocal? 

YOU ARE CHOOSING TO BE ALONE..

Congrats,, you will be alone.

Thank you. Now I know.